Touched by blood

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The story o the Bleeding woman retold!

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She knew at once. She had touched the corner of his cloak in a swift movement. He had turned around, astonished.

A cool audacious breeze blew sand and brushed her curly tresses. Most people shielded their eyes. She caught the dance of the palm leaves above her. Yet her world had seized in that moment. His eyes moved in quick succession. She tightened her grip on the netted black veil that barely covered her nose and her scarlet lips. She started to turn but couldn’t resist. I must see him one last time. Amid a sea of faces, he found her acqua green eyes. He knew at last. He could see through her bare soul.

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She was 21 when all the beauty in her world left her. Every single day since had she despised the wetness, the blood. The incessant flood of red liquid that often wet her under-clothes…

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Two-thirty

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This one is very very close to my heart!

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JENNA had made them angry again. Suddenly there was silence as they all shot her a furious look. A strand of hair flung across her face, her eyes dripping of arrogance. A dab of blue ink made an erratic shape near the front pocket of her white shirt. As she looked down at her canvas shoes, her two ponytails made an awkward bent. She was pulling at the loosely hung grey tie now.

“You are sixteen for heaven’s sake. Teens don’t go home right after school. They hang out, have fun, go to movies and……” said one. “I have to be home by 2.30. It’s important,” she said. Friendship is beyond reason. Yet often how hard it is to speak your mind to friends, she thought.

“Don’t tell me you have a date with your nanny,” remarked another triggering a jeer. Jake wasn’t laughing. He looked at her gravely. Too…

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Of drizzles and downpours

He saw her as Athena inside Parthenon that stands on a rock smugly looking down. She was the symbol of reign, a protector, a force still unfathomable to human. The temple illuminated his world as he lifted up his eyes. His feet froze in praise. She was the Aphrodite of his nights that blessed him with ethereal dreams. Every morning he found himself lying down on the footstool of her memories. He was a composer.
Tonight as they sat opposite each other on the floor, the glass house gleamed in moonlight. The crew was asleep in fatigue. They were performing at the opera next day. As she ran her fingers inside her tresses, he looked in reverence. “I want to play your song on speaker phone and watch your face,” he had prayed once. Tonight it was granted. He found her staring back at him in amusement. He craved for her words, not flesh. He wanted her curves dipped in poems or longed to kiss the symmetry of her thoughts.
“Hey you have got something on your forehead,” she said. He brushed it before she moved. The scar on his face twitched. He felt several knives cutting his temple. Good it was dark, he sighed. “Don’t distract me,” he said.
All he wanted to hear was her voice. He felt like the song could colour her beautiful face. He studied her eyes and sought protection. It was the concert that he had waited for many Sundays.
But he couldn’t dare cross the aisle between them. He was content standing at the bottom of the alter, a devout. He feared her. She was the source of her life, the singular element that ruled his songs. She was a Euphony that got him victory over noises.

The creases that coloured her forehead when she looked at him in worry. They were like the empty gaps on a musical note. He wished to fill them with sonnets. Her singular glance was the miracle he needed to breathe, and to bleed. He worshiped her drizzles.
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She wished for once he would lift the weight of beauty and recognise the ugly crumbs. She wanted to bare her soul, undress her fears. She has waited all her life to be held, to feel weak in his arms. He was a monarch who would reign over her. Serving him would be her joy. She would please him by her profuse love. She would fill his cups with the nectar of her desires. She would let him rule. She would sing in her longing of him.

Something changed last night. She had carried him from the bar and laid him on the bed. She had found him for the first time, as he drifted away in stupor. The innocence of a child. The honesty of a man. Why didn’t she see him before? He was asleep. She sang a lullaby holding his face in her hands. She held him like her own child. She wouldn’t let nightmares cross his dreams.
Tonight she sought love in his eyes. She was desperate for the verbosity of his intimate desires, his dreams. She searched in the deserts and on the hills.

“I am not trying to distract you. I am wanting you to see,” she said. Several storms hit her, trying to shake her faith. She held on to the feeble flask she knew only he would break. She wished he wouldn’t keep the rose inside his notebook to freeze its beauty. She longed he would let it live for two days and watch it wither in peace. She craved he would crush her with his love. And reign on her soul arrogantly. And hold her till it hurt. And compel her to surrender. She would wait for him to come. Until then she would keep thirsting for a downpour.

Old Mays

Be a futile quest, know no aim nor rest
Or be an enquiry in oblivion, a heart’s cry in vain

Let it fade on the horizon, and find it’s own hymn
And scatter in sands, or sing deep in lands

Dwell in minutes that tickle, in words so fickle
Let a memory be born, let an image dawn

Long far and wide, and long deep in tides
Not pretend and connive, or in lies thrive

Come into me or walk away forever, bind it anew or once sever
Be a memory that gleams, so content in its sheen

Dissipate like the dew, only to be born anew
Let me be that leaf above, that withers soon in love

Drift away like morning rays, only to return to old Mays
Entangle in embrace, of memories, of dew, of haze

Insatiable

She imagines amid the dark clouds

that hover on her mountains of sorrow

to be a beauty, not the beholder

 

Her agony rains, and downpours

in cold seas and cutting waves

And drops a drought in her soul

 

There’s a nectar that flows

in a stream nearby

and leaves her eternally thirsty

 

She imagines while lying

on a meadow, looking up at the sky

to be the protagonist, not the creator

Hosanna!

Hosanna!

I

A song from a distant radio

Unveils a time gone by

Or words woven tastefully

Unlock an old key of memories

A brooding violin sings

Unbuttons the bosom of sorrow

A slight touch on the fret

Undresses a wound forgotten

II

I hear a prelude every morn

When the breeze plays

A bird then takes it to soprano

And in cadenza goes the day

The tiny ones have their own symphony

When all’s dark and no one’s listening

They talk to each other in lyrics

Till the Sun shines a spotlight

III

Or sometimes I hear a group

Singing with all their might

And reminds me of school days

Of playful reckless days

The anthem much hated back then

Renews its words in my heart

And jogs my memory

To the child I am not anymore

IV

A few songs have stayed

Stubbornly in my playlist

And create new memories

Each time as they touch my ears

Others I sing in the bathroom

And still try very hard

To fit them in the texture

Of my often failing voice

A love song moves me still

The words seem to caress my soul

The notes are synonymous

To my feelings, to my being

V

Fortunate are the hands

That slide on a piano

And blessed are those

That direct the bow on a violin

How beautiful is the voice

Of the heart that finds excuses

To sing at every moment

And make the symphony last

Blessed is the God

Who composed such a melody

Blessed be His name

Through a Hosanna in a song.

The ultimate deception

In a moment of desperation

Is she conceived

And in a helpless ache
does she take birth

 

Unbridled, if her first cry

She starts to crawl

Yet she waits, and waits a long time

And then does she sprint

 

 

Control she will now

However you try

To tame her with your mind

Or with all your heart and soul

 

 

Soft as a woman’s skin

And wayward like a man

Seize she will

Your reason or your restrain

 

 

Like honey are her kisses

Profuse and alluring

They crave for depths

Long for abyss

 

 

Until you find yourself

Falling in her arms

And give yourself to her

Enchanting embrace

 

 

Yet deceive she does

For her embrace is warm

To melt you smoothly

Like a snowball in hell

 

 

You despise her

Yet long and want

For you conceived her

She was born in your lap

 

 

What you thought was murder

Was just an incision in your heart

To heal your longing

That they call desire.

Dream a dream

Weave not a thought

But let it be

A dream that

Soars without a sky 

 

Build not a castle

Or let it be a mansion

Craft it on sand

Let the ocean sweep it away

 

Keep it not as a trophy

On a shelf

Hide it under the quilt

Let it breathe

 

Stifle not

An innocent dream

The one that contains

A lifetime of joys

 

Savour it not

Or relish in it

Just let it be

A beautiful reverie

 

Shape it not

Or design by tools

Keep it raw

And feel it crude

 

Teach it not

O how to fly

Let it plummet

And find its world

 

 

Wake up not

To see if it’s real

O sleep in it

And let it be a dream

 

PS: What’s a dream, If it gets fulfilled

For reality shall ruin it. 

 

His grip

Eyes look engagingly
Stealing glances, oozing fire
They meet with another pair
That return the desire

A hand tangled in another
A finger squeezed on the tip
Till they realise- it was the passion
Not the hand – that held her in his grip

Despicable desperation

In desperation have I loved

I have abhorred in desperation

In vain have I swallowed

The pains in desperation

 

In desperation have I been sly

And been brutal in desperation

In a daze have I longed for

A few desires in desperation

 

In desperation have I lost

And lost in agonizing aches

In the enchanting selfish world

A little selfish in desperation

 

In desperation have I prayed

And knelt down in desperation

Lost a tinge of faith

And a lot of love in desperation

 

In desperation have I queried

Challenged Him in desperation

Argued and fought and impugned

A part with me in desperation

 

In desperation have I burrowed

Deeper and harder in desperation

Only to feel more desperate

than ever in desperation

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